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NO MORE
Saturday, May 29, 2010 || 9:55 PM
I've been used hole night to read a book name
'心灵鸡汤'
it's really meaning full,
all I can do to comfort myself is sleep and read.....
the feeling is killing me,
I couldn't tell anyone about this,
I take care myself all the time,
I didn't ask for help,
I stand alone,
I wan to become more independent,
I try every thing to make me become a adult,
I think like adult,
I act like adult,
I behavior like adult,
I speak like adult...
Fine,I still a young girl,
I mad,but I can't temper anywhere or anyone,
I care what does people think I am,
In fact,I am selfish,hot temper,rude,barbaric,
but I just act like I don't,
I am tired to act like a kind people,
I worry the day my unreasonable will hurt the people who around me,
I always careful and be tolerate......
but baby,I am totally tired,
I can't be patient anymore,
I won't pretend anymore,
I just ain't happy anymore,
I think is time to tell you how I feel.....