Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

*NERDY MAMA!
Hey there,
Mind you step plese,cause you're in Vanessa's place,watch out!
A little girl with big big dream.She know someday she will achieve her dream with become what she wan to be.Family always be the supported to her no matter what!She Love everything in her life.
Peace ya <3
The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away

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“life will be better in spring”
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Day without soul
Tuesday, December 28, 2010 || 4:58 AM

Never believed that things happened for a reason
But how this turned out, you moved all my doubts, So believe. - Again, Bruno Mars

Love this song so much <3
Again and again,do it all over again.

I can't remember what I ate just now.or I just dont wan to remember the past.bought few pack things at pavi/sg.but seems like I didn't have buy anything.Everything looks so gloomy,even the weather.I wish I can tell u how much I fxxking miss u.I want to punch you badly.Erghhh,Vas!! YOU ARE A LOSER

Hey R,I wan to apologise to u.I know it is hard for saying this! I know I so bad that day,cuz I pretend that I don't saw it.I'm sorry! I don't dare to talk to with u although I wanted to.You are such a good person,but I ain't.everytime I pass by your facebook,I feel so so so guilty..I know it is just a matter of time.

Love is a drunk and also a curse.Once you fall in love,you'll never wake up.

Today went to pavi again for no reason.I just wan to step out from this house to feel the fresh air.almost forget that tomorrow is Joey and Wan's Birthday bash.Eshh,haven't buy anything for this cute couple.Give them a kiss as my B'day present la..LOL!so giam siap..I'm sure buy somethg for my babe joey.-.- not good in choose boy's present!So sorry Ginn!promise buy u somethg next time.

Facebook...I'm totally sick! Nowadays everyone is playing facebook with their blurberly and Ifune.WHats bout those dont have blurberly or Ifune??playing with sony lu~IN LOVE with PPs.
Eat pray love,for me is Eat sleep Facebook.Hahah!Can't live without pps.lots and lots movie is waiting for me to watch them.

The Midnight Cats
Monday, December 27, 2010 || 8:36 AM


My dream room.Full of pink!YEAH!but i dont really like pink actually;i like the decorated.The worst thing ever comes to me now,Insomnia!Can't wait for tomorrow,an out day with Lena.LOL

Lena just finish re-decoration computer+make up+dresses room.It look clean and tidy now.Going to buy novel and some exercise book tomorrow.One more week to go,school opening at 3 january.Haven't prepare everthing,lots thing have to buy this week.I miss u ahh Alicia!!!saw Joyce today at jusco,she is damn pretty and cute!Aikss,J,u miss jor la!She is a very nice girl.Miss everything and every people in school,even the guard!LMAO

Vervous arhhh!!!someone help me please! I seems like a kindergarten kids now,don't dare to go to school.hahaha..hoping that next year our class teacher is nice and kind.the most important is the teacher will care me more than care other students.it sound like I so bad and selfish!but i really wish that teacher will give me more patient and play more attention on my representation.

Quite a long post today and also yesterday,wanna improve my english badly.and I guess this is the only way..so far no ones will talk to me with english except Lena and my english teacher.I wanna get 5 credit in my SPM,no matter how! I will try my best to reach my target.I wan to study Help/Taylor/ or whatever College,but for sure,it will be a good College!

In love with juice now.LOL.i create a healthy and yummy juice.decide to add banana next time.Hope it will tasty.Eiksss..got to sleep early now.I'm sleepy and tired.my eyebags and black circle is getting worst!The body shop,Help me!




Good bye December
|| 3:14 AM



Hey,It's been a very long time didn't upload my blogspot.X'mas is over,and guess what,I celebrate X'mas with my very close friend,but I wish you were there celebrate with me.I still remember what u said to me,it just seems like yesterday.I never thought our relation will end like this,so fast and so sudden.I cry over and over,I can't stop thinking of u everyday every minute;and the last I fucking hate u!!

I can't stop listening Grenade by Sam Tsui,WOW!He is handsome.Katy perry ex bf is cool.I can't take my eyes away from his tattoo.COOL MAN!When I 21 years old,I'll get myself one tattoo.Versetile,Jason Chan,Joseph Vincent,the coolest youtuber ever <3>

FXXXING hate blogspot,how many times you wan me to re-write!!

I having bad mood recently.EMOTIONAL!Since that day,I can't sleep well,cuz I having Insomnia.'Never thought that Vas is having Insomnia' I keep asking myself this.I try to not thinking about u;but you just suddenly appear in my dream.How i gonna not thinking of u??You come into my life easily,but baby,you can't just go away like this.I haven't prepare that u are going to leave me.Even now..you will never miss me like the way I miss you..probably you just forget who am I,a girl that loves u so much!I know it's only just a dream..

I never have that feeling before,thanks for giving me this.I appreciate.The second person I would like to thanks is Lena,the lovely girl that always give me support no matter what.and also my friend,especially joey and weng! LOvE you guys so much. <3

Thanks for Lena's advice,she said blog is the only way to express feeling and also improve english.Lena always is the best,I gonna stick with you forever and ever.MUAKZZZ...

X'mas
Saturday, December 25, 2010 || 5:45 AM



Great X'mas ever in my life!!!!!!