“life will be better in spring”

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Sweetnesss ever <3>

I just finish download 10++ song that I really In love and got inspiration with..Why my computer is Window 7 but not Window xp!! I can't play my games laaaa!!! GOing to buy much and much computer game.is too boring stay at home and facebook! How can i buy the 'flower' at??Can i make myself?Really wish that I can do it and give my mum or sister as brithday present.CNY is getting closer and closer,everywhere and everyplace is full of people.Luckily I already bought my shirt at last year before X'mas.BUU~Why CNY have to buy new shirt huh? IS that kind like a tradisional?BTW I really like this kind of tradision..Feel so dizzy now..~.~

Homework??No No No..tuition shouldn't give me homework!We go there is for solve our homework but not increase our homework at there!feellllll pening la~Holiday faster come to mama!I need a vacation now!Some place that are call P-A-R-A-D-I-S-E..

REST IN BED.I need rest badly.....How I gonna past these day~??

Kursus sehari persatuan and kelab.haha..we doing the action of 'take cover'..kind like tentera latihan.and lots latihan la.I likes this kind of kursus,but dont force us to finish our food in 5min! I'm eat so slow one,at least give me 10min okay?A very fun day for us,plus I learn lots thing that teacher can't teach us like how to survive when u at a dangerous and dark forest..what should u do when u get hurt or what should u do when u saw horror animal..

I wan camping but no people wan to go with me.ERGHH..hear somthg from someone.LUL! never thought that u are this kind people,selfish!!dont be sad SOMEONE,I'll be yo 1st listening! Tell me if u trust in me like the way I trust in you.So tell me more about The BLA BLA BLA! I know I so ge boh sometimes,but we are BLA BLA BLA what.so I should take care u more right?
You,the Bla bla bla..dont buli My besties any more! or I Kill u!hahaha..No,i won't kill u geh! I'll take the most precious thing in your life! WOW!be careful ya!

The first day I go tuition class,It's like so weird,cuz about few years I didn't go any tuition! All is chinese student,just 2 or 3 is malay students.!ERm..lagi weird.Tomorro I have to go Bi class alone.I Hope is indian or malay teacher.cuz honestly,I dont think chinese teacher can teach well~ BUUU~

原来自己是这样的脆弱，每当孤单时总会想起你，每一条我们走过的街道，一起做过的事情。我不怕孤单，只怕孤单时会想起你。曾经多么的希望，你能牵着我的手。原来，我失去了我想要的东西，原来，我是这么的想你。原来，在你心中，我只是一个过客。失去了才发觉自己是多么的想你。失去了才发觉，自己已经不小心把心交给你了。你可以把它还给我吗？我想你应该把它丢了吧。

我宛如一个没有灵魂的躯壳。1个月多了吧，怎么你还存在于我的心里？多么希望自己得了遗忘症。觉得自己好笨，为什么那时不挽留呢！告诉全世界我没事，但是其实，我很想说：我真的很难过，虽然过了这么久，但是，我真的很想念他，我很想告诉他，我多么的想他！掩饰了我的样子，但是永远掩饰不了我对他的想念！

以为忙碌可以忘记他，但却发觉，其实不能。。又爱又恨的感觉围绕着我很久了，希望能痛痛快快地决绝掉对你的想念。









Things I wish to buy at 2011~2012.

1.Sony Bluetooth Earphone (RM 300)
2.Lots and lots Novel (Not sure yet,cuz it is cheap)
3.Laptop for college (RM 2000++)
4.Ipod Classic (RM900)
5.NDS (RM600)
6.Canon Camera (RM1000++)

I wan u all so badly!Promise to take u all back when I get rich <3









Say welcome to 2011~I am thinking that what should I do for this year,I mean my new target.Fokus on SPM is the first,improve my english is second,how bout third?Reject those I dont like geh people.HAHA! Everthing seems like yesterday,the first day I came to Seky2,the first time I talk to u,the first time I cook in school,the first time I scold by teacher,the first time I crush on a senior but the senior hate me LOL,the first time I meet a bad bad girl,lots and lots first time in this few year.Lots of memories that can't be re-found.

Try not to think about the past-some people told me this.Thanks for the advise.Tomorrow is the last day of my holiday.Have to wake up early in the morning,cuz my daddy wan to go Kepong Jusco,it's killing me! I don't like there and I hate to go there.My sista say the thing that sell at there is lame and ugly..Hell! I dont wan go there,but I already promise my dad.I wan to go other place.ERGHHH..hope got nice bag and shoe at there,or I gonna jump sea ~

My new idol goes to - - - May Zhen.a writter <3 She only 18 years old.but she already write about 2 novel when she 17.OMG.genius! Her blog is really inspired me so much,gonna study hard so that I can be like she!